New Beginnings. Day 1.

For while, I've been thinking about what I'm going to do. To make everything better. Not just for me but for everyone involved in my life.
Today I got information from St. Kate's. I am going to call them on Monday and start the road to getting my RN. It's going to be a long road but so worth being able to provide so much more for my babies. A house. A safer ride. Vacations. Actually getting the things they need. The options are endless.
I never thought that my life was going to be where it is today. I didn't know that I was going to be a divorcee. I didn't know that I was going to meet someone that loved my children as much as he loved me. I didn't know that I was going to move to Phoenix, and then move back. I wish that I had that GPS to show me where my life was going to be in 5 years. 10 years. 20 years. So that maybe, I could do something different today, to make it better then.
It's so crazy. The questions that I have going threw my mind. It's scary. Am I going to be the oldest lady there? Am I going to be able to make it threw it this time? Am I going to be able to work, go to school and be a mom? Scared. Yes. Nervous. Yes. Doing it. For sure.
Today is the day that I start to quit Target and start my new life.